Mac Miller’s long-awaited posthumous album, Balloonerism, is more than just a collection of previously unreleased tracks—it’s an immersive, deeply introspective odyssey through the mind of one of hip-hop’s most beloved artists. With rich, jazz-infused production, ethereal melodies, and hauntingly self-aware lyricism, this project encapsulates Miller’s artistic and psychological evolution. The album oscillates between themes of escapism, self-destruction, and fleeting happiness, making it an eye-opening and emotionally gripping experience for fans old and new.
Best Tracks
“DJ’s Chord Organ” (feat. SZA)
“DJ’s Chord Organ” was made using the chord organ of Lo-fi Pioneer Daniel Johnston, which Mac Miller acquired in November 2013 after donating $10,000 to become an executive producer of Johnston’s biographical film Hi, How Are You Daniel Johnston? The track unfolds like a linear journey—ethereal and cinematic—highlighting Miller’s deep dive into producer mode. Thundercat’s signature bass playing, layered with gentle vocal harmonies, seamlessly ties the organ-driven midsection together. The second half of the song features a lone verse from SZA, showcasing her neo-soul style with intricate harmonies and evocative lyrics. She sings the story of a man whose life is ruined by cocaine, concluding with the stark line, “Cocaine is ruthless.” The track’s drifting, almost endless motion mirrors SZA’s lyric, “driving for days.”
“Do You Have a Destination?”
This rap-heavy track delivers into the album’s overarching themes of detached confusion and the constant swing between hope and hopelessness. Lyrically, Miller reflects on feeling lost and disillusioned despite his success, captured in the stark admission: “Okay, I went to sleep famous and I woke up invisible.” The production is both moody and dynamic, anchored by pounding drums that structure the track’s relentless energy. Icy piano chords weave through the song, adding a melodic yet haunting atmosphere, while ghostly, psychedelic chants hover in the background, amplifying the eerie, detached feeling.
“5 Dollar Pony Rides”
The lead single of the album, “5 Dollar Pony Rides” finds Mac Miller reflecting on a complex, emotionally distant relationship. The song blends nostalgia with empathy, as Miller offers both temporary comfort (“What you want”) and deeper emotional support (“What you need”), illustrating the push-and-pull dynamic of connection and detachment. The title itself serves as a metaphor for fleeting pleasures, emphasizing the emptiness of quick fixes and escapism. The track leans into a moody jazz-rap aesthetic while remaining one of the album’s more upbeat, danceable songs. A phenomenal bassline and jazzy keys lift the mood, giving the song a laid-back yet infectious groove.
“Friendly Hallucinations”
This track rides on a dark, loose, and jazzy beat, reminiscent of the freewheeling, raw energy of Odd Future-era production. While it carries a slightly playful tone, Miller’s lyrics remain deeply introspective—almost as if he is not taking his own words too seriously, yet still revealing something profound. This balance is best captured in the line, “It’s only real if it’s real to you,” a mantra that underscores the song’s hazy, subjective reality. The song explores the blurred relationship between drugs and the false sense of comfort they offer, as well as the emotional detachment and disconnect from raw human emotion they create.
“Stoned”
This song has an unexpected celebratory tone, and while it still touches on using substances to escape life’s pressures, the stakes feel lower than the hard street and hallucinogenic drugs that dominate much of the album. It’s a carefree, happy song, buoyed by a wildly gnarly guitar riff that cuts through the chorus, making it impossible not to bop your head along. The chorus is incredibly memorable, aimed at a girl Miller clearly holds dear. In the song, he dissects his relationship with her, mentioning how she makes up stories and how her parents never got along with her. In response, he invites her to relax while playing music, offering her a moment of peace.
“Funny Papers”
Arguably one of the most sentimental and touching tracks in Mac Miller’s entire discography, “Funny Papers” takes a deep dive into the duality of life’s experiences. Miller reflects on both the highs and lows of life, much like how one would read the “funny papers.” Towards the end, he asks, “Why does it matter at all?”—a line that speaks to the transient nature of life, acknowledging that while everything may not always be simple, everything is temporary. Musically, the track is anchored by a punchful bassline and crisp piano chords, adding emotional depth to Miller’s introspective lyrics. He paints snapshots of different stages of life, from the birth of a baby to a man struggling after a divorce.
Final Thoughts
Balloonerism is a testament to Mac Miller’s growth, both as a person and as an artist. Through deeply personal lyrics and boundary-pushing production, the album explores themes of love, loss, addiction, escapism, self-reflection, and spirituality. The album encapsulates Miller’s highs and lows, his humor and pain, and his search for meaning in a world that often feels chaotic and uncertain.
The project takes listeners on an emotional rollercoaster, seamlessly blending lightheartedness with dark, haunting introspection. For longtime fans, Balloonerism is a poignant reminder of the artistry Mac Miller brought to every stage of his career, while newcomers will find themselves drawn into a world of profound, honest storytelling and innovative soundscapes.
For students at Indian Hills High School, this album is worth listening to, as it’s a vivid reflection of the struggles, growth, and emotions many young people experience. Miller’s ability to balance deep self-reflection with humor and creativity makes Balloonerism relatable, inspiring, and thought-provoking, ultimately speaking to the highs and lows of life that every student can connect with. Above all, this record serves as a final journey through the mind of a legend, an emotional and musical exploration of the highs and lows that defined Miller’s life. It’s an album that celebrates the human experience in all its complexities, leaving behind a lasting legacy of introspection, creativity, and heart.